i've never been so bummed in my life. i was really looking forward to this weekend. alot of stuff was happening. now im stuck at home. with hives all over my body, and can barely walk.
i seriously would like to know what is wrong with me! the doctor was NO HELP. im so itchy. and everyone's out. and im home alone. ALONE.
all the doc said was that i have some swollen joint issue and i shouldnt walk for a few days, or stand for long periods of time. ummmmmm hello? i need to.
currently: sick, and i hate it. this afternoon i will: nap, eat little if nothing, and then attempt to shower and go to work. at work i will: not want to be there after work i will: collapse in my bed
ughh i also hate snow, on days like this i just wanna curl up with my brown fuzzy blanket and just chill with someone. school is kicking my ass and i only have two classes. on the way home, someone almost rearended me, that wouldve been shitty. the only reason i really like snow is because of snowboarding, and i havnt even gone yet!! someone take meeeee.
still recovering from this weekend. on friday me and courtney and jesi along with some other people went to a rookie party somewhere in st james. although we were not informed it was a costume party, we still had a gooood time.came home at 3, went to bed. on saturday, i worked until 8 30 and then went home to get ready for the halloween social at desire. i was a pirate. courtney came over later and we drank a bit and then went. it was actually really fun. i saw a lot of people that i havnt seen in a long time and danceddd. my sister and her bf picked us up at about 4 cuz we were super drunk and eating hot dogs. went back to her apartment and went to bed at about 5. woke up at 10 and went home/went to work. worked till 6 30, went home, went to bed.
i have a doctors appointment at 1 15 and i then plan on laying in bed all day watching hilary duff movies.
i'm not going to lie, i just bought the justin timberlake cd. its fantabulous. i also bought emily haines' new cd, which i am pretty stoked on. so far, in the past 3 days, i've spent 200$ on cds. uhoh. im also stoked because in my dance class we're learing a combination to sexyback. it's hot. yay no work tonight! i applied for jobs all day today. i miss people, you know who you are. AND, im pretty sure i got stung by a wasp...ON MY FACE. its hurts. also pumped on my last year of high school, as i only have 2 classes a day the whole year!!
so! my parents just got home. weird, i was finally starting to enjoy being home alone even if it led to my puking my guts out this morning. effff. so last night i had a few people over...russ,mel,some girls,kristen,steve,alex,kailey,zach,jesse,etc,etc. it was good. only a few people and some good rounds of drunken charades. people ended up staying till 5 in the morning but it was nice. friends rule. i really really really want subway right now!! ive wanted it all day (except for when i was sick) maybe i shall go. i also have to check my work schedule (lame). i know i know i should be working somewhere else by now! you know what movie i rekindled my flame with?? edward scissorhands. i luv it.
ps. is anyone down for minneapolis sometime near the end of the summer? cuz i reallllly wanna go! &i just need to same some $$
yo. so today was alright, i suppose. i was fucking bored out of my mind alllllll day because i didnt work and just ended up recouperating by watching beverly hills 90210 for 10 hours straight. lol, kay maybe not that long. i was so sick of being in my home..so at 10 me and russ conversed and i went over to his new pad (totally bare apartment) to eat KD&watch the oc. that was sweet. his hallways smells like asian noodles. other than that, i reallllly really really want a new job! i think im going to start looking when my parents are out of town next week, because i have it all booked off. if anyone wants to hire me, let me know!!! im pretty sweet, u know.
ps. mischa bartons face is WAY too small for straight across bangs&sandy cohen's eyebrows look like caterpillars.
hahahaha. weird night last night. thats all i can say. ill leave the details to your imagination. holy potatoes! i just woke up! i havnt woken up this late in like, a year. its almost 130! work called me at like 10 30 to see if i could work 530-1030 but i def said i couldnt. besides, i hate that shift! today i think i shall go shopping. and buy sweet clothes? sounds good. hopefully my sister's boyfriend is done updating my ipod. i miss it:(
i went to the ex on friday. it was super fun, even though i wasted like 36 effin dollars on the wristband because we only went on 10 rides. the lines were nuts. but i went on like EVERY good ride. me and amy ran into jewel and her friends jodi there. and got hit on by some carnies. HA! "you just got carnieddddddd" (going to be a hit tv show, i swear) anyways all i did today was:
- tan at assinaboine park with sis and baker. -clean -have sweet wine cocktails and now im semi drunk.
someone come hang with me NOW! get crunk and have a fun sunday nightttt cuz seriously, it's so nice and im anxious to get out of here and do something other than sit around and drink.
COOL! so last night was pretty neat i'm glad that alot of people i havnt hung out with in a while came. & russ gave me some tahiti treat,so that was sweet. that just rhymed. im super tired right now, but i wanna go to the ex tonight!! anyone down?
sooo im stuffed. i just had a humongous dinner at my aunts for father's day. and i just got to thinking about this WHOLE year. it has gone by sooo fast. and next year is my last at massey and its kinda sad. well bittersweeeet. here are my top ten favorites from gr 11: 1.period 3 spares with steve&company. 2.weekly visits to pizza hut. 3.second period bio with mr cawker. (outrageous arm drawing sesh's and slackness) 4.everyone is my history class calling me emo. (jaykay that was NOT a favorite) 5.our back of the room loudness in chem 6.shopping trips to polo&osbourne and always being 20 minutes late to history after. 7.PIG LUNG. 8.always being hungover friday mornings..well thats kind of good,kind of bad. but mostly funny. 9.steve ALWAYS getting a parking ticket everytime he parked in 1 hour. 10. obv. ALL MY SWEET FRIENDS&SWEET TIMES&SWEET STUFF. but seriously, dont get me wrong, i am happy to get out of high school. but i still want to enjoy my last year. if you'll excuse me, i have to go study now. XX
k soooo as some of you know, its my bday on thurs. im thinking of having some people ( whoever wants to come) to freehouse at around 7 and then back to my house for a bonfire,drinking etc? i need to know how many people are coming though so i can make reservations and prepare. call my cell or msg me on here if u wanna come 510 0053
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